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I believe every person can remember at least one
dream in their life that was so profound and powerful to them that they will
remember it always.
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For you maybe it was the vision of someone you love
who had died?, or maybe it was a vision of people you love and some terrible
event?, or possibly a dream of some wonderful moment? |
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Science tells us that even though these dreams appear
to us to be so real and powerful is because of the imaginary capability of our
mind. Our mind we are told is a product of our brain. So I guess any of the
dreams we both have experienced can in one sense be put down to an active
imagination. |
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In my life I can recall seven (7) dreams, visions,
whatever you want to call them which have stayed with me. These seven dreams
were so powerful as to cause me to reconsider my destiny in life and my path on
the journey. I have recalled these as best I can below in chronological order. |
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The fear of recognizing many of
the seven dreams |
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You may ask what is the point of knowing about the
dreams of this fellow called Frank O'Collins? Who cares? Who does he think he
is? In that sense you may well be right. What value are the seven most powerful
dreams I have experienced have anything to do with anything important? Except
this website and the UCADIAN model. |
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I know I have faced the very darkest of evil. It is
represented in many of these dreams. The concepts of separation, of wanting to
be more, of wanting to be greater than others.
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They have haunted me, they have propelled me. So
twisted are some of the dreams and so contradictory to the whole principles of
this web site that I seriously considered never speaking about them. But to do
that would be to not bring them out and name them for what they are. The evil
that would continue long traditions of human beings setting themselves above
others. The unending chain of people who seek to write themselves into history
as something more than being human.
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I am a human being. These are my dreams. I name them
and set myself free from them.
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1. Conversations with God |
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One of my earliest recollections was at the age of 2.
It was a sense of the old high ceiling room in which I lived in a Terrace House
in Gipps St, East Melbourne. An area once known as Emerald Hill. |
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It was a sense that I was not alone. While my eyes
could not see a person, I could feel the presence of people. Maybe the memories
of those that had lived for a hundred years before in this old house? Maybe the
light and the movement of shadows? |
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At aged five or six when our family moved to Sir
William St in Kew I distinctly felt these shadows had been left behind. I felt
a safety and happiness and I began to have these incredible day dreams. I would
talk to God. Not just prayer, actual conversations. It wasn't that I imagined a
figure in front of me, it was more I would ask the biggest questions I could
ask and he would answer me. |
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At first I did not believe it. I was old enough not
to believe in Santa Clause and the Easter Bunny, I was old enough to know you
don't have two way conversations with God. But I really did feel I had two way
conversations. I never told anyone for fear that they would think I was mad. |
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By the time I was seven or eight at night, before I
went to sleep, I would sometimes feel this gut wrenching nausea, like my whole
body was being twisted like a wet towel. It was so awful that for a time, I
actually hated going to bed. I was taken to a number of doctors, my ears were
tested and there was absolutely nothing wrong with me. To this day, I cannot
fully recall any of the dreams I had during these weeks and weeks of nausea
except for the presence of faceless, sometimes hooded people.
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Occasionally the conversation would be with God
through another person. Living nearby at the time was the Archbishop of
Melbourne, Frank Little. He was known as a good and kind man and regularly
strolled past our house on an early morning walk to say his prayers. Many
occasions we would talk as he continued his stride and I struggled to keep up.
We would talk about life and the universe and the meaning of religion and he
would answer me as truthfully as he could. |
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Other times complete strangers would stop me and
start speaking to me the answer to a conversation I thought I was having in my
mind with God. Sometimes these people were drunks and homeless, so later I made
it easy to dismiss what they said. "Never turn your back on the world" a mad
looking man with white hair once said to me staring at me with deep piercing
blue eyes.It was real and when I was sitting on a full tram in Melbourne and
this man was at the opposite end. He was the most frightening man I have ever
seen in my life. Like the old man from the Poltergeist movies. Later I
rationalized it as an insane person, shouting madness that sounds profane. Only
recently did I recall the conversation I thought I had been having with God. It
was "God what do you want me to do with my life?" |
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2. The collapse of St Peters
Church |
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By the age of 12, the conversations with God had
stopped. By the age of sixteen I was angry with God. God to me then was like a
giant smiley face put up to make you feel happy when really its only an
imaginary brand. |
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So much hatred and war. So many lies. I hated myself.
I wanted to be liked. I wanted to be liked by the people who were the "cool"
crowd, the "in"crowd. Whereas I felt I was on the outer. |
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When others would talk about a football match, I'd
turn to world politics. When girls and boys swapped music and sports stories,
I'd talk about ideas. I felt alone.
By this time our family was living in Grange Rd Kew. |
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One night, I had this vision. I was standing in front
of two massive doors. At first, I did not know where I was. In front of me the
doors were adorned with the most intricate and fine gold images of battles and
conquests, of saints and martyrs. It was as if the whole history of the western
world was immortalised in great gold panels across these huge doors. For what
seemed an age I stood gazing upon the splendor and detailed scenes of these
doors at which point I thought "wow these must be worth a fortune". |
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With that thought, the great doors swung open and I
then knew I was standing at the doors to St Peters in Rome, although in real
life St Peters doesn't have doors like these. I looked around for any other
sign of a person, but found none, so I entered through the great doors.
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As I walked into the Church, the thought that no one
else was around intrigued me, you would kind of expect someone around. Just as
that thought had appeared in my head I could see in front of me in the distance
at the central Altar of St Peter's a man dressed like the Pope. He was standing
with his hands over the altar and his head down.
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I did not immediately recognize him as The Pope,
because this man was much shorter and rounder than Pope Paul VI.
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Being a true believer at the time in the Roman
Catholic faith I immediately took pity on him for whatever was troubling his
mind and started to walk closer to him. As I approached close enough so that we
could see each others eyes he looked up at me. His face was round and stern. He
wasn't Pope Paul VI, yet he was dressed as the Pope.
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Even so, he looked like the Pope, so I stretched out my arms to embrace him and
comfort him. But instead of embracing me he recoiled in fear, a look of total
horror before raising his left arm to protect himself. In retrospect, this was
one of the most potent memories of the dream, the look of total and complete
fear on the face of the little round man with the stern face, dressed like the
Pope.
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And at that very moment the entire Basilica started
to crumble around us, the ceiling, the walls, the altar. The next moment I was
standing on top of the crumbled ruins of St Peters
alone. |
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The next day the dream troubled me. What did the
symbolism of the doors mean? Why did the Pope cower and recoil in front of me
when I approached open arms? Why did the church fall down and I survive but the
Pope was killed? |
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Over months I began to forget the dream. It was just
a dream and a silly result of a clearly overly imaginative mind. But virtually
twelve months to the day I had the dream again. The description and the results
the exact same. |
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Now I was scared. This was clearly meant as a
message, but what? Was I supposed to join the priesthood like so many others of
my ancestors? Was I supposed to dedicate my life to saving the church? Was it
somehow my destiny to save the Pope? |
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From then on this dream haunted me and unsettled me
as to my purpose. By the time I was twenty the pressure was unbearable and I
announced to the world that I was going to become a priest. The first people I
told were my family and then old friends such as Archbishop Little. He was so
happy he even bought me my own set of prayer books and took me to lunch to
celebrate. |
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But over time no other visions came, no more
conversations with God. Within a year of my grand announcement I was selling
insurance for AMP. |
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I did however see the exact same face of the Pope in
these two dreams again some years later. While I had never forgotten the stern
round face of this little man dressed as Pope, I had given up believing it was
ever a real Pope as Pope John Paul I and Pope John Paul II never looked at all
like him. It wasn't until 2005 when I finally came face to face again with that
same man as his image was beamed around the world. Without doubt, it was Joseph
Alois Ratzinger, the exact same face I had seen as Pope in 1977.
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3. Offering to bear witness to
Christ |
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Sure now at the age of twenty one that my destiny is
to make money and forget about silly deluded dreams of childhood imagination, I
set about working to make money. |
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Then one night I had a vision that shattered my
world. I was standing in a old saxon church, only this time it was full of
people in ancient robes. By my side was Jesus. I knew immediately it to be him
because he had this kind of glow and calm around him. He had the wounds in his
hands and his feet. As I looked across I could see through his left hand to the
side wall of the church. As I did I remember asking myself why am I here? |
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In front of us a fierce looking man was shouting
accusations and cursing Jesus.
I could not believe it. Instead of shouting the man down, the crowd in the
church were jeering and heckling as well. |
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The first thing that struck me as odd as I was in
this dream was why parishoners of a christian church would be heckling and
jeering Jesus Christ, the very person they were supposed to follow as
Christians! It didn't make sense.
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I asked myself then was I dreaming? and at that
moment midst all the shouting and jeering Jesus turned and smiled at me. I
could see the clear whites of his eyes, the hairs of his brow. He was within
hands reach. As his eyes connected with mine, I knew then that I was not having
an ordinary dream, but a real vision. A vision that I did not understand. |
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At that same moment I thought to myself why won't
anyone stand up for Jesus? And within moments after that the very words that I
had thought came out of the head accusers mouth "Who will stand up for Jesus?
Who will take his place?"
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Silence. Not a sound could be heard. I glanced around
at all the faces, blank with many looking down, up and away from Jesus and I
standing there at the front. Just as I realized that no one was coming forward,
the stern accuser yelled at me "And you? Will you stand for him?" |
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"Oh No ", I remember thinking. Please let this be a
dream. It is only a dream, its not real. Crucifixion is painful. I don't want
to die. It has to be a dream, but if it was a dream why did Jesus smile at me
when I thought what I thought? No I thought, I'd like to be brave but no. At
that moment the accuser yelled at me even louder "Will you take his place?" |
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It was so rude I remember feeling personally
insulted. What had I done to this person? So I shouted back at him "Stop, Stop
, Yes I will stand for him."
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Before I knew what I said I remember feeling a load
had been lifted. My heart was filled with pure bliss. "Thank you" said Jesus to
me as I started to float up and out of the church. |
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The next day, I remember thinking, OK, here's the
thing- I'm manic depressive. I mean I have high points and low points, I change
like the wind. These dreams are the workings of a deluded mind. I am mad I
thought. I have gone mad. OK, maybe if I don't talk about it, it didn't happen. |
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But for the next month and a week, the dream kept
haunting me. Not the whole dream repeated, just parts of it. The idea that I
was some messiah, that I had some higher purpose? Who do I think I'm kidding? I
couldn't even pass English in my final year of schooling. |
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And why were christians attacking Jesus? It did not
make sense to me for many years. For I was also brought up to believe that
Christianity was the religion founded by Jesus and the Apostles.
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These thoughts and wars raged within my mind until I
gave up. I looked at my life and this battle with God and accepted that this
dream was finally a command to take up the cause of our saviour and become a
priest. |
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So once again I let people know that I was leaving to
become a priest, only this time a Capuchin priest, an order of the Franciscan
priests who seek to travel as closely to the path of St Francis as is humanly
possible. If ever you're interested you should look them up. They've had more
saints per head than any other order in the past two hundred years. Padre Pio
was a Capuchin. |
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So off I went with my beard and my new conviction to
be a missionary for Christ. For one year I stayed with the Capuchins. For one
year I prayed every night, please show me another sign and none came. In the
end, as I had done every time before, I slowly slinked back into society and
went about never speaking of religion again. |
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4. The High Priests of the
Temple |
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For the next ten years until the age of 30 I did not
have any other visionary dreams or manifestations in my mind. I had completely
shut out all the past. It had never happened, a romantic dream. Money and
power, consumption and pleasure were now my pursuits. |
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It was not until some weeks after I had experienced
having to leave AMP as a senior executive and in contemplating my future that
one night I had a vision of the High Priests of the Temple. |
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In my dream, my vision I felt as if I had woken up to
a city of white. All around me was white, bright pure white. The sort of white
that glows. As I considered the thought how white everything was I found myself
in a crowd of people moving into a beautiful temple. I knew it was a temple
because it was a squarish building with high walls, big rounded and long roof.
There was no sign of a cross or any Christian symbols. |
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I knew I was with people because they were all around
me and they had the form of people in these long white flowing robes and arms
and heads and headdress for both men and women. I could tell there they were
men and women because all the men had long white beards and there were two
basic types of headdress, strange squarish hats and pillowed hats like those of
the High Priests of the Old Testament movies and the women had smaller
headdresses mostly wearing the squarish hats with veils that hung back across
their shoulders like wedding veils. |
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The first thing that struck me was just how odd these
people looked. Their faces were like white grey skin that had been further
powered with white but without eyes. Instead of eyes they had these black pits
that seemed to draw you in. They seemed hollow yet at the same time they seemed
to be watching me. I knew this because they moved out of the way for me as I
walked up some stairs to an elevated balcony at the back of the temple. |
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As I walked up the stairs, these beings moved aside
for me. I thought how polite they are whoever they are. They looked old, very
old but not weakly or sickly old. As I looked down I suddenly realized that
none of the beings had feet. They were floating on air. |
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I remember vividly thinking within the dream how odd
that I should be in what seemed to be clearly a Jewish temple with what had to
be elderly Jewish spirits, and probably very senior ones at that. I had never
had a dream of any kind about Jewish temples or Jewish symbols ever in my life.
Nor had I ever remembered another dream (then or since) of people, with or
without eyes that had no feet. I kept thinking why and I here? |
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As I considered that thought, I remember looking to
the front alter of the temple and the hundreds of beings below floating in pews
on either site of a great aisle. At the end of the aisle was a iron stand
holding a cauldron full of different coloured stones like emeralds, sapphires
and ruby. Three Priests stood directly behind the cauldron and on the raised
alter. They had these emerald covered vests on that glowed midst all the white
of the temple and the white of the robed beings. |
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I remember thinking " if those gems up the front are
real they would be worth a fortune". The instance I realized just how silly
that thought was midst such wise and holy people the head priest motioned for
me to come forward and every being in the temple turned and looked at me. |
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Before I could open my mouth I floated down through
the air to the aisle and then walked the final steps to in front of the priests
and the cauldron of huge diamonds and precious uncut gems. |
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As I got to within touching distance of the gems I
could now see how big they were. At that moment the head priest floated over
and dug his hands into the bowl and then let the stones fall back into the
cauldron. "Will you be our messiah?", he said. |
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What? I thought. This isn't what I was expecting. I
glanced back at the jewels. Again I remember thinking if I say yes will I get
all this. As this thought finished I remember realizing, no this can't be real,
this is just a dream The High Priest spoke again. "All this can be yours",
pointing to the precious gems. "Will you be our messiah?" |
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OK if this is a dream then how does he know what I'm
thinking? He's offered me a deal here? Messiah of what? Messiah of the Jews?
I'm not even Jewish. I remember thinking "I've just spent the past ten years
trying to forget about god, messiahs and visions and now this?" |
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One thing I did know was that unlike Christian zealot
and other non-Jewish nuts who claim themselves to be the "messiah", by Jewish
tradition you have to be born a Messiah, or more particularly, you have to be
of the bloodline of the House of David, the ancient Kings of the Hebrews.
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I remember looking back at him, those black pits for eyes and the faces of over
a thousand of these most holy beings and saying "No. No I won't be your
messiah". |
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I remember thinking, OK great I've passed some test,
now do I get to keep a couple of the stone? Instead his face looked sad and all
the faces in the temple looked sad. I remember being amazed at how
overwhelmingly depressed this mass group of ancient spirits looked. Maybe he
was being serious and he really wanted me to be their leader? But how could
this be? The dream was over. |
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The dream of the High Priests really disturbed me. I
had long since gotten over the stereotypes of Christian mythology. I had
rationalized away the bearing witness to Jesus and the falling of St Peters to
an over active imagination. I was even willing to admit a family history
potentially of mental illness. But this dream was different. |
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It wasn't Christian and I knew these people were dead
and I knew these people were somehow important, very important spirits. How
could I have been so stupid to think about money in such a dream? Why did I say
no? How come they asked a non-practising Jew to be their Messiah? What did it
mean? |
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5. The gift of the Prophet |
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The fifth vision that shaped my life and gave birth
to the writing of UCADIA came as I now lived in a warehouse in the centre of
Sydney having no possessions, no money and no prospect. |
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Everything that I had dreamed of in terms of
financial gain had disappeared. I had become an outcast, an exile. So midst the
cold hard reality of my situation I pondered the end game.
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If my life has come to this, If my life ultimately
serves no purpose, then why continue? During those reflections I considered the
different ways to kill myself. Jump off a building. To drown. To overdose. To
walk in front of the many trucks that used to rumble down the street outside
causing the building to shake. |
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Midst all the thoughts of ending life that clouded my
head, I remembered back to my childhood and my first memories of talking to
God, how real it seemed, how sure I was that my life had some purpose. So I
asked a simple question:- "God, universe, whatever you are, if my life has any
purpose, if indeed you even exist at all, then show me a sign now, for if my
life has no purpose then better to end the misery." |
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That night, whilst sleeping on the dirty and dusty
floor of this warehouse with an old blanket to cover me, I had a vision. I was
walking as part of a tour through some fantastic ancient ruined temple in the
middle of desert lands. |
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I knew it was Indian or Arabian because the air was
thick with heat and the smell of spices and all around the ruins the jungle
enveloped. The thing I remember thinking was just how vast this ancient temple
and how old it must be. |
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I don't remember thinking about where in the world I
was, just that I was in a place of great holiness and sanctity. At that moment
our tour was inside one of the great temple of the site. We were walking along
a covered portico everywhere beautiful stone engravings of ancient rituals and
saints. In the centre a beautiful garden. I remember being surprised that such
an ancient ruin would have a temple in such good repair. Even the light coming
in from the central courtyard and filling the porticos was magnificent shades
of gold and oranges and yellows. I remember thinking it doesn't look new. |
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Just then the tour party stopped along the portico
with the sun setting in the background and in front of a huge glass case.
Inside this case were the extremely well preserved remains of what obviously
was a very holy man, his long grey hair and beard still bearing colour. Around
the body were preserved flowers and trinkets and offerings. |
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Around his neck he had the most incredible necklace
of different shaped black polished rocks. They were smooth and black like the
meteorite rock under the Kaaba at Mecca. Maybe it was some kind of precious
rock but what? Given he must have been very holy I wondered what it might be
made of? |
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I remember thinking how amazing his skin was
considering he was dead. It looked perfect. At that very instant the glass on
the case fell away without breaking and the eyes of the holy man opened and he
sat up. |
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Like a scene from a really bad horror movie everyone
else screamed and ran away. Also like a really bad horror moving I remember
being frozen with fear for a moment, too scared to speak or move. At the
instance that I recognized my fear I relaxed. Even thought I was still dreaming
I realized then that all I was experiencing was a hallucination a dream. I
chuckled to myself for having such an imaginative dream. I remember thinking
I'll just play along for the ride and see where this crazy dream takes us. |
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I remember vividly then looking at this walking
corpse approaching me and laughing in contempt. You can't hurt me, this is just
a stupid dream, a stupid nightmare. I stood defiant. Then just as he stopped in
front of me he smiled and as he smiled he was no longer a corpse but a man with
a long jet black beard, piercing brown eyes and beautiful olive skin. He lifted
up his necklace and then placed it around my head. |
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I remember getting the spine tingle you get when you
remember something profound, or someone says something and your mind clicks
"ah-ha". It was definitely an "ah-ha" moment. Here I was a second ago laughing
at my absurd dream of the living dead of holy men and all of a sudden he was
put this necklace around my neck. And hugged me. I felt ashamed for being so
disrespectful to this holy man that had given me what must be something of huge
value to him and as that thought materialized he spoke. |
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"Follow your destiny". He smiled once, turned and
walked slowly away. Dumfounded, knowing that I was in a dream I remember
thinking, is this a dream, or is this real, did this really just happen? |
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The next day I committed myself to writing and
completing UCADIA. That life is a dream, that I had some purpose, some destiny. |
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Now if you've read to this point so far, by now
you're thinking "this person is completely bananas." Maybe you are right, but
as I said these are the dreams that have shaped my life and have made UCADIA
what it is. |
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You might also be thinking "This person says he's no
messiah, but he's totally riddled with messiah
syndrome- he is a messiah freak." If you are, then these dreams could
certainly be twisted to serve that argument. |
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Only that I know I am no messiah and I know that I am
sane and that the whole purpose of this web site is to promote future life
concepts that show to be human is to be more, that everyone can connect to the
absolute and no one can stand between you and the universe. |
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Anyway, the "Follow your destiny" line from the holy
man who came to life gave me strength. Whenever I felt uncertain, I remembered
the weight of the necklace around my head and how it made me feel safe and
loved and it was as if that imaginary necklace of protection was really there. |
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The more I wrote of UCADIA the more I came to believe
I had finally found my try destiny. The words of the holy man ringing in my
years every day for years. "Follow your destiny." So on I went and on I wrote. |
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6. Lucifer in Venice |
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A few years later and many pages later I found myself
still alive and still trying to complete this Herculean task of completing
UCADIA in a beautiful place called Bronte in Sydney. Here I sought answers to
the unanswered questions - on the one hand everything about Unique Collective
Awareness says that every person is special, there are no need for messiahs, so
who am I? |
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I felt as if I had tried to let people know about
Unique Collective Awareness that Life is a Dream and great ideas but for no
result. I felt frustrated. I felt annoyed. I left that maybe it was just a
coping mechanism for getting through personal troubles. |
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It was during that time that I experienced the sixth
most powerful dream of my life. In this dream I found myself walking along the
cloisters of St Marks Square in Venice. |
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I knew it was Venice because I could see it was St
Marks Square by the tower, the birds and the smell. But instead of tourists
laughing and taking photos, people were being literally torn apart by these
monsters dressed in black Christian monk robes like some werewolf vampire
movie. I remember thinking the screams of these people sound awfully real for a
B-grade movie what if they are really being killed by these demons? I remember
looking out and seeing hundreds of people being gradually slaughtered by this
physical evil. At that moment I remember thinking 'what can I do? I have no
gun, I don't even really believe in Christianity any more?' As I did the
screams got louder and I looked at the anguish on the faces of those being
killed. |
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Something at the pit of my stomach clicked. Even
though I felt my heart racing in fear, I felt this rising anger and hatred
towards the torment of the demons as the anger rose I felt myself lift from the
ground. As the anger grew I rose even higher until I was high above the square
and with that I reached out my arms and yelled at the top of my lungs "Stop!"
With that the demons froze and stopped what they were doing. Then with every
ounce of anger I remember yelling "Be gone" and the demons disappeared. |
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In a moment I was back on the ground and walking
again along the porticos. Everything seemed to pause for a moment. I remember
thinking "Wow what power I felt. That felt great!" Then "what a vivid and
graphic dream". At the moment that thought crystallized in front of the path I
was walking was now standing the Devil. |
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I knew it was Lucifer, not because of horns or a tail
but because of the darkness he cast on the very space he walked. Pure evil. I
could feel the evil oozing from his body and his eyes. It was the same sense of
the presence of the demons before but manifestly more powerful.
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The very first thought that struck me was "Oh No he's
going to get me now" after dispatching his demons. My heart leapt into my
throat. He was so close I could smell his breath and see clearly into his snake
eyes. |
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But what struck me then was what I saw in them. I
remember thinking "There's fear there, I can see fear!" |
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As soon as I remember thinking I see fear in the eyes
of Lucifer I began laughing out loud. "Imagine the Devil is frightened of me".
I couldn't stop laughing, it seemed absurd, yet so vivid. When the thought
re-entered my mind how crazy a dream, I still remember being able to look back
into the Devil's eyes still thinking that thought, still laughing. |
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If this was a dream then why can I sense this is
truly Lucifer in front of me, virtually frozen by command to this spot until I
release him? At that moment he bowed his head to be and I did the same and then
he moved out of my way and I continued walking. |
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Of all the dreams so far in my life this was the most
disturbing. Surely I am deluded, sub-consciously programming myself to a
destiny of claiming to be a messiah? But is that true? I didn't ask for the
dream. I didn't even particularly care in the first instance that people were
being hurt in the dream. I wanted to run away. That's not brave? |
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7. The wisdom within- Awareness Loves Life - the SOL code |
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The thing that had disturbed me most about the fear
of the Devil to me was the whole Messiah typecast. The problem of Messiahs it
is a lousy profession. The worst problem of all is that they end up doing more
harm than good. Think about it! Buddha for all his holiness and self-sacrifice
and negativity towards idol worship has more statues of worship than any other
person in human history? What ultimately is the benefit in people continuing
such narrow minded ways? In fact Messiahs can be blamed for much of the sadness
that has happened on Earth as their followers have raged religious wars.
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Then upon reading of the ancient wisdom of native
America I realised a key in the understanding that if one can understand then
all can understand because all of humanity is ultimately one spirit. In other
words, if I can understand and still be a normal person then it is possible for
every person to understand. But how? How can you prove conclusively that there
can be no more messiahs? How do you end the reign and worship of messiahs? |
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The final dream so far in my life that has affected
me the most came in recent years. It came midst the acceptance that for the
rest of my life I will have to deal with this "messiah syndrome" tendencies and
that I have to accept that I am prone to delusion. |
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I had accepted that all the work of UCADIA had
effectively been a personal diary, an outreach of a person mentally ill who
needed a reason to continue. Everything made sense. I felt ready to close the
book and turn off the web site. |
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Then I had a dream, of all the dreams it was the
simplest and one of the most profound. I was standing on top of mountain
looking out at a glorious day and as I breathed in the sweet I felt my heart
swell and as I felt my heart swell I heard the words "Awareness
Loves Life". And as I thought for a second about what it meant in an
instant I could feel every cell in my body I was my body, I was the air, I was
no body, I was the sun I was everything but I was more, I was a human being. |
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The next day I went back to old research over the
creation stories of humans by the Gods (Adam and Eve stories). I started to
think what if this knowledge that I have been writing wasn't some kind of
divine message from across space and time but a message from within? The SOL
code was born. That coded within the "Junk DNA" of every person is tubulin
dimer protein code that is the coded wisdom of the absolute- our soul. That
each of us truly can reach enlightenment ourselves, with no guru or messiahs.
That we are our own messiahs, our own saviors, through our own awakening to the
realization that our minds are immortal, that life is a blessed dream.The
meaning of enlightenment is Awareness Loves Life.
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